A world of Grey

Throughout my youth and into adulthood, I was told that the world is “black” or “white.” But soon, I realized that this is not the truth. We are all just shades of grey - very much imperfect, real, and human. On this journey to discover ourselves, we strive to be where we want to be.

Not long ago, I was grouped into boxes of blacks and whites.
My blacks have been stained with whites,
My whites stained with blacks.
And I cannot accept this world
Because it’s Grey.

Who will own up and identify with me?
I’ve stopped expecting anyone to.
Drown me today, if you must

For I never asked to be awakened.

How did I get involved in Art?

Burnout? Toxic Humans?

During a busy period in my career, I experienced what many might call, a burnout. This was a period of exhaustion for me, driven by intense competition and toxicity amongst fellow humans at the expense of personal well-being.

In the midst of this, I found myself losing touch with who I truly was.

At a junction of struggle, I saw it as an invitation to reconnect with myself. I picked up a paint brush mid-term, just to try something different . This simple act opened a door I hadn’t realized that it was waiting for me.

The art piece above - Vivid Awakening, was my first art piece. Sometimes, it is indeed through a quiet act of doing something different, that we find our own Awakening, its been close to 2 years now since I began my art journey

What began as an experiment evolved into a burning passion. I explored different mediums, attended some workshops, and connected with others who also found strength in creativity. Each piece helped me see that challenges, even those rooted in a hustling corporate culture, can lead to personal growth and authentic expression.

Today, art is my refuge, a way to find balance amidst the hustle of the corporate world. It’s an ongoing journey of self-discovery, a space where I can celebrate imperfection, embrace vulnerability, and reconnect with who I truly am.

Through my art, I have learnt to reclaim my happiness and stand confidently in a world that often emphasizes endless productivity. Each piece reminds me that true fulfillment comes from staying authentic and nurturing the parts of myself that bring joy and meaning

And… I dont want to lose myself again